I'm so sorry to hear about your breakup and about the problems with your friends and family. It must be really difficult to feel like you aren't supported at home or with your friends. Please know that there are people who care about you and who want you to be happy and healthy, even if it may not seem like it. Those of us here on Proud2Bme care about you and want the best for you! Have you talked with your parents in more direct terms about the eating issues you're having and about your self-harming? They might not understand the full extent of what you're dealing with. I know that sometimes people get so caught up in their own issues that it makes it hard to see others struggling, so that could be the case with your friends and family. People who are dealing with disordered eating are still deserving of friendships, love, and care. It can be hard to see someone you care about engaging in behavior that is self-destructive, though, so that might be what your friend was trying to say. It might also be the case that your friends don't know what to do to help you, so they feel pressured to distance themselves from the situation. There are also unfortunately a lot of misunderstandings about eating disorders, and some people (wrongly) assume that people choose to have disordered thoughts and behaviors.

I hope you'll reach out to your parents or to another adult you can trust. You might really benefit from seeing a professional or joining a support group. Talking about what you're going through in a setting like that where people really understand can be extremely helpful. If you want to learn about opportunities available near you, you can contact the NEDA Helpline online (http://www.nationaleatingdisorders.org/information-referral-helpline) or by calling (800) 931-2237. I hope you'll also call the self-harm hotline at (800) 366-8288 or the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-8255 (or chat with them online at http://www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org) if you have thoughts of harming yourself. You can call the Lifeline anytime you need to talk to someone.

Please know that recovery is possible. Even if you're going through a low point right now, things can get better. :)

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